Fears vs. Dreams

Everybody has their own greatest fear these feelings that we have all experienced since our childhood and so on as we grow up. Admit it or not everybody keep on running from it simply because we don't know how to deal with it and yeah... I am no exception!

When I was in grade school my greatest fear was having a low self-esteem. Why? Because I was so anxious to make friends. I was so scared of other people or my classmates would probably make fun of me and its all because I felt i am different from them. I felt like intruder, I felt like outsider and alien.

While most of them were playing around the school ground, while some of them were laughing, enjoying each others' company and sharing homework, foods and everything. But me, I was there in the corner of a room, doing my own things all alone. But above all I was afraid of rejection.

Now that I grown up, every step in my way became more challenging. Life has been tough and difficult for quite times. My fears become physically and mentally aggressive . It gave me more dilemma, insecurities and reasons to hold back.

For the past 13 years of my life i never got the chance to show the world the real me, things that i can do for others. Abilities and hidden talents that can help me gain confidence and success in life. Until i realized that overcoming my fears can help me to move forward, until i realized i can do anything i want, until i learned what will make me happy, until i learned that writing is my greatest gift from God.